| The Resless Souls |
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6/16/09 @ 1:52 am
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Tonight the restless souls wander under the softly glowing starlit sky. Burdened by the scorching pain they can not find peace and the childlike happiness that once filled their hearts is slowly withering away. Desperately seeking for a way out they notice a soft breeze caressing their cold cheeks. So they take the pain from their now heavy and scarred hearts and throw it into that softly blowing breeze. And as that breeze carries the pain into some faraway place the child within them is awakened. And under the softly glowing starlit sky the restless souls find their peace once again.
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| Salvation |
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2/3/09 @ 1:12 am
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The emptiness in my numb heart that you created is slowly shattering my soul. The luminescent full moon descends it's glowing light on me as I'm sitting on this cold, white ground. I still remember the beautiful smile and tender words that you left me with, as you softly like a withering leaf disappeared from my sight. And as the crystalline snow is floating to the ground and covering me with it's tender veil, I stow them away in the deepest corner of my heart, and pray for them to bloom like the wild roses bringing warmth back into my frozen frame. And still the luminescent full moon descends it's glowing light on me on this cold, white earth delivering me my salvation.
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10/31/08 @ 1:25 am
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the GazettE - Chizuru |
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The world seems darker than yesterday. I walk hand in hand with loneliness on this abysmal path to nowhere. The loneliness that numbs the soul with it's gentle hold that seems like the coldest steel. And as it reaches it's final restraint that entangles my body, I try to call out the name of the one I loved the most. But my voice is lost in the deafening sound of the melancholy song that the birds keep repeating . I can just hopelessly stare as the end falls upon us and everything turns to dust.
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| Life sucks.... |
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4/3/08 @ 12:39 am
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Why can't anything ever go just right? I met this amazing guy and I swear he is like made for me! I have never had so much in common with anyone before...we like all the same things that it's kind of freaky, and he's sweet and caring and incredibly cute and on top of that all he likes me! The perfect man... But of course it can't be that simple, that I just meet a great guy, because he lives in Turkey and I live in Finland so great prospects for a relationship. The sad thing is that I can't stop keeping in contact with him even though I know that by doing that I'm just gonna get my heartbroken in the end. But even though I know that I still talk to him everyday for hours on msn and everyday he manages to make me fall for him a little more....
I HATE MY LIFE!!!
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the GazettE - Shiikureta Haru, Kawarenu Haru |
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Wow it's been a long time since I posted anything...
I'm so nervous right now that I can't sleep even though I'm dead tired. I applied for a job that I really want, it could open so many great doors for me for schools and contacts in the whole translating business, and if not at least it would give me experience. And even though it's only a short time job, I so want this job!!! But it will be another week before I even found out if I got it or not, so more sleepless nights in store for me...yay... :( But then again at least my dog is happy since I go on a really long walks with her to get my mind of things, so I guess that's good...
Okay enough with all this pointless rambling, I'm going to try to go to sleep again for the millionth time this night...
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| Our own series of unfortunate events! |
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6/18/07 @ 3:07 am
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The GazettE - Crucify Sorrow |
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My friends birthday was last wensday, and we thought that we'd celebrate by going out to dinner and since it was such a nice day we thought that after eating we'd go sit at the beach or something and drink few beers...
Well the evening started okay, we went to a pizza place, but we ended up eating way too much and both of ours stomachs hurt after we were done. After the pizza we went to the beach and right after we opened our first beers it started raining, we ran for cover hoping that it would soon end, but or course it didn't. After an hour we found ourselves still under that shelter, both really cold since we didn't have warm clothes with us, and on top of it all the beer was the worst beer we had even tasted, and we had six cans of it each! Few hours later when we were freezing the rain finally stopped and we had drank most of our beers (despite the taste), we decided to leave the few beers we had left and go dancing, but of course since the evening had gone so well when we got to the club, there were only ten people there! So finally when we had drank our drinks at the club we just decided to give it up and go home. And to end the perfect evening when we were walking to our bikes, some idiot guys decided it was important for them to try and be mean, so the best they could come up with was to scream "gay" to my friend from the car! Happy birthday Niko, the evening was perfect wasn't it?! :D
Oh and my cat decided that it would be fun to scare me half to death today! We had the kitchen window open and since there is mosquito net in the window none of us looked after Shou. But then early this evening our neighbour called that Shou was on the lower roof of our house, he had somehow managed to push through the mosquito net, but thank god he only jumped on the roof and didn't fall on the ground. And nothing happened to him... He's in perfect health sleeping on my bed :)
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| First Post.... |
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6/18/07 @ 2:42 am
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The GazettE - Chizuru |
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Wow it took me a long time to post something, well nobody will probably read this anyway, but I guess I'll do a litlle introduction.... :D
I'm a 22 year old girl from a small country called Finland. I am absolutely hooked on J-Rock, J-Dorama and Japanese movies...okay anything japanese basically :D I have a cat and a dog that I absolutely adore... I play the guitar, well I'm learning to play the guitar anyway, and I also play the keyboards... And that's about it really....
To any one who's reading this, I'm really sorry this introduction sucks, but I'm really bad at writing introductions... Gomen!
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